The Heart of Creation

     Creation, the point that fortunes us the opportunity to begin again.  As we start to access already existing potentialities, and collapse them into a single point of focus, we recognize how our expansive energy can be a potent fuel toward creating our new reality.  The issue that arises is, how do I water all of these seeds and leave time for myself, my loved ones, and strengthening my connection with my guidance?  The process of creation is actually a great way to connect to the worlds we don't see, but perceive.

     When it comes down to potentiality, in my belief, there are many "versions" of us that exist in this Universe.  As we expand our energy upward and outward, we are sending out our frequency to call in every aspect of our being.  Think of a radio signal being cast out into the Universe, and an antenna picking up this signal light years away, and sending a signal back.  As we expand our energy, we could pick up on a neighboring frequency that is an already existing timeline in another time or galaxy.  Yes, I know this is getting a little "woo-woo", but the theory of Quantum Entanglement is proving that this is actually very factual.  If we are to take this principle and apply it to energy, it shows how us interacting with other energies can create a collapse that will irreversibly change the dynamics of your energy.  This is the process of soul retrieval, finding the lost parts of us that have always existed.

     So this process of Quantum Entanglement, when applied to the empath, can result in a process of identity loss.  It's the idea that we are made up of not only our own frequency, but neighboring frequencies that can effect our energetic structure.  We quickly realize we aren't "ourselves".  I am you, you are me, I am my dog, I am my boss, I am even the trees and the stars.  My frequency is made up of so many other frequencies that don't even belong to me.  The difficult matter in all this is discerning who's is what.  This is where meditation and clearing becomes a key component toward recognizing "who" we are.  The deeper I go into retrieval and clearing my field, the more I recognize what I am.  When entangled with what my roommate is, what my lover is, what my family is, it becomes a jumbled mess.  There is hope, however!  The more I clear and find my natural frequency, the more I can highlight these natural existing structures in order to mark them as "mine".  Then, when a thought form or emotion comes to the surface, I can quickly discern what is mine and what isn't.  

     When I started to expand my field beyond this world and deep into the cosmos, I started to call home lost aspects that I didn't know existed.  It has been quite a journey in rediscovery, but also extremely tiring when it comes down mutli-dimensionality and fitting all those parts into a 3D model that still has to suit up and show up.  These archetypes have helped to reshape me into the "true" me that exists beyond this realm, but has also created difficulty in finding enough time to incorporate all these aspects into the "who".  But this level of expansion isn't made to be easy.  The thing I am currently trying to do is integrate all these pieces evenly into the "I Am" presence, and to create from this multi-faceted vantage point.  The healer, the writer, the artist, the musician, the lover, the ruler, the magician, the helper.  How does one create from all these vantage points?  SLOWLY!  I quickly recognized that my "path" when it comes to service and career wasn't meant to be easy.  I'm not following someone else's design.  I'm building my own blueprints, and this level of building can be shaky!  There's no "one size fits all" solution in creating from these integrated aspects.  That's where trial and error is key.  It's a lot like building your own recipe, swapping out the parts until the taste is just right.  Add a little of this, a little less of that.  It's even more difficult doing all this and trying to maintain stable relationships and a job.

     The beautiful thing is staying expanded through all of this and remaining firm in knowing that the path is becoming clearer and clearer.  It's recognizing that some of us are meant to do something completely new, from our design, and it's definitely needed in the stagnancy of what is around in certain areas.  It's creating a new perspective and new opportunity for others to follow suit in their own ventures.  This time has called for us to build out a new way.  We're building our recipes, and no longer copying the recipes of those that came before us.  Even though this has been a challenge to fully develop, it's definitely a worth while process.  To break the mold and to create from a level of love and innerstanding is what keeps me breathing.  To know that one day, someone will face this same dilemma, and I just might have a solution for them to create from this same vantage point...that is beautiful.  Even if it's only one person, I know that I did something right.  So today, I consciously choose to create from this vantage point in hopes that what sticks, will stick.  That what works, will work.  And what happens, will happen, regardless of circumstance.  So mote it be...and always will be.