Hello Saturn, My Old Friend...

Oh Saturn...  You!  As Saturn goes direct on September 18th, 2019, we will find this forward moving motion reoccurring in our lives!  If you've felt slowed down or a loss of momentum, it's completely normal!  Saturn also has a lot of relation to our Karma, and undoing the deeds of our past.  You might find old patterns returning in order to balance the scales.  You might find that your old life is coming back to "haunt" you.  In fact, it isn't.  It's a part of the process of balance, and being able to correct our behaviors in life.  It's a reflection back to us regarding some underlying theme that is getting in the way or blocking our desires in life.  When we've been operating on autopilot for so long, we forget the ways we might still be running on this default setting.  The process of awakening, in my perspective, is just an awareness of the daily inner operations and correcting them for the better.  That's the internal process.  There is so much more to awakening, such as growing with spirit and people.  To rid judgement, remove separation, and to unify all aspects of our being.  When there are no gaps in our field, we leave little room for anything to enter an unknown door.  These gaps illuminate and aspect where something can come in and leech off of our field.  This is why it's necessary to balance the scales of karma in our life.  Whether it be from this lifetime or past lifetimes, we knew walking into this that we would be facing some baggage that we needed to clear.  If this resonates with you, it's probably because this is your last incarnation here on Earth.  We were offered the opportunity to serve in this Ascension, and to be there for others so we could ascend after this life.  Many of us had Eons of control and war we fought in, and wanted to come in to pay off those debts once and for all.  I have found that with Saturn going direct, I'm remembering more of my past lives and current incarnation, and it's haunting me.  But, it doesn't have to.  As long as I make peace and balance the scales, I will be okay.  So, today, I consciously choose to look at my patterns and to remove anything that is blocking me from my highest ideals.  Every morning, I call in all my lost aspects and align with my highest timeline.  I choose to remove that which doesn't serve me in order to embody New Earth within.  I ask that my guides assist me in the growth and expansion of my being and to assist in helping me to find the strength to express my truth.  I ask that Saturn, my old friend, shows me what needs to be fixed, in order to continue the forward momentum toward expansion and serving my purpose here on Earth.