Transformation

In still point, there is an expression or vocalization of the experience that needs to occur in order to create space for the new expression.  This new expression is the higher self embodied, and its no longer something we reach for but rather speak through a clearing of the lower anchor points or timelines.  These timelines are held in the lower chakras as the “to me” experience versus the “for me”.  Only through a vocalization of the experience can we fully release the narrative.  There seems to be a fear of reopening a victim narrative in the expression of the experience, causing a need to bypass by jumping to the “for me” in the patterning.  It seems to be a very New Age approach to bypass the experience because it’s not enlightened to be a victim.  Well, a release of patterning only can occur by allowing the experience to be exactly what it is.  Only in this recognition can we allow it to leave fully and to create space for that new narrative.  We are taught that bypassing is extremely detrimental to the succession of embodiment, yet we are so afraid to express our truth for how it sounds.  It’s a paradox being a lightworker, cause we see so much of the fashion of Lightwork, how it sounds and how it is to be expressed.  Rather than grabbing for that raw and authentic expression of our light, we see a parroting effect, or a mimic of how we see it being played out by others.  It’s because this is a new way of experience that is tailored solely for the individual and can’t be recreated through another.  Our own expression can be a branch off of another, but it is our puzzle piece that creates the authenticity and space to be that authentic light.  Many of us are here to create this new and to not mimic or copy the expression from another, yet another’s authentic expression creates space for us to find our own expression.  This is the importance of self discovery, as the perfect mirror in another is a form of the reflection, but it creates the space to reach inside for our own voice.  This is why it seems to be an integral part of the process to shut off the media and to find that within through self discovery and allowing it to be itself without filters or distortions.  There seems to be a representation of light in every person we encounter, but it’s the cumulative experience that creates the expression and isn’t held by anyone other than ourselves.  This is why it is called self discovery.  As everyone serves as a perfect mirror for our own process, it’s all the pieces in the unified effort that create the expression of our own.  So much new is available to us, but it’s no longer something that we reach for, it is created as us, through us, by us, with us.  It is created for us and expressed in order to serve the whole, as the whole is us now.  This is embodiment.  It’s no longer something to strive for but available now, through us, as we release the pressure of the old.  But, in order to allow this light to shine, we need to express the old story lines in a safe space to release the build-up of density.  But, it doesn’t sound enlightened to express the old, but it’s vital to create the space for the new narrative.  It’s very strange how another’s expression of light can almost create a trap for us to not allow us to be the lower light in order to create the space for the new light.  Part of the travel to the new world is through the old world expression, because that creates a point of release.  What a paradox it can be to be a conscious creator.  We can’t fully be conscious until we allow the unconscious to be unconscious and to find a safe space to allow that expression to flow out.  It needs to flow out as a release, yet we are so fearful to be projecting this old reality through us.  It’s like a form of spiritual detox, the release needs to occur so we can cleanse it from our spiritual body.  Yet, if we release it, we are projecting or recreating an out of date story line.  This is a part of the release, by allowing ourselves to speak our truth.  Expression is the integral part of this process.  Yet, we see the enlightened glamorized by our spiritual teachers, and we so badly want to be them by jumping from level 1 to level 1000.  The progression to the higher levels is by playing out the staircase to the higher levels.  Yet, we so badly want to just wake up at level 1000.  This is the issue with expression of our consciousness, is it can create this threat to our lower mind that won’t allow us to play out the old mind by allowing that to be what it is as it works it’s way out.  Stripping the field requires us to do that dirty work and to recognize that the distortion is a distortion, the filter is a filter, and to allow it to be charcoal without labeling it as a diamond.  Yes, it’s under a process of extreme transformation and will eventually be a diamond, but if we don’t allow it to be coal, it can never get through the process, because it’s not yet a diamond.  So, we allow it to be what it is in it’s stage and to recognize that allowing it to be in process is the transformation.  It’s allowing it to be what it is authentically, and to express it thoroughly, so we can allow it to become a diamond.  This is transformation.